The 1st school week..

Oh my God!!
I could describe them in these three words.. I could never imagine that i am like a mouse surrounded by a myriad of cats..
I had met new friends in school and i am glad that almost 3/4 of the students in 3rd year Sci-curr are my friends already.. Yahoo!
But behind this happiness is a stage facing the hundreds of people (idiomatic).. You know that i have a stage-fright, right? And the teachers, i am somewhat uncomfortable with them.. Well, they are nice but still, i am not confident.. I hate being embarrassed..
I was happy that there are jolly teachers.. And i like them.. And also, almost all of them are talking about the increasing price of the rice here in the Philippines.. And the schedule which we are all trying to adjust with.. It's tiring.. I really do have to wake up at 4:30 am.. I am not the "early bird", because i am just the "trying-to-be-early-bird".. And in additional to the hectic schedule are the many subjects that Sci-curr has.. We have many subjects but i am proud to say that we are advanced.. I like some of the subjects because they are certainly interesting.. Especially chemistry, basic physics, english!, and etc. My classmates also like them..
My new classmates were nice also but some of them are not so friendly, and i don't have the courage to befriend them.. I am shy, you know.. I am trying to approach every living person in our classroom.. Only few of them respond, so maybe others are already zombies or whatever.. I don't care if they don't befriend me.. They'll miss the opportunity to become one of my treasured friends.. Ngee!!
Sometimes, i wish i could be transferred to the other section which is Dalton, because many of my close friends are there..
And one of the reason i don't like my section is that there are many intelligent people and i am losing hope of becoming "you-know-it-already".. I think i just have to do my best..

Just Luck...

Our periodical test is near.. Everyone was busy studying.. Everybody.. First, our exam in MAPEH.. We've photocopied every page in the book just to study and get a high score in MAPEH test.. Nobody dared not to study.. Not a single one.. Some were nervous and some were freaking out.. Then, our teacher just finally came.. Bringing the test papers.. And we quietly and nervously answered it.. I wasn't sure with my answers in Arts because i haven't studied that.. I forgot to photocopy it.. Before the test, i prayed to God that i hope i could get a high score or maybe i could get perfect.. But i thought i was asking too much.. So i told God that i pray i could just pass the test.. It will be okay for me if i could get the passing score.. "Just let me pass.."

After we answered the test papers, we checked it and i was shocked with my score.. There was 48 items and times 2 to get the equivalent grade for that.. But i got only 36 times 2 equals 72 which is my grade.. "Oh my gosh!!! I never expected to get such a low score.. I am a failure!" And i didn't even pass..

Then suddenly, one of my classmates told our teacher that the items is only 48.. It should be 50.. Then our teacher added two points on our original score and times 2.. I got 36, so add 2 equals 38 times 2 is 76!!

Oh.......my.....gosh!!! I passed!!! I thought God didn't answer my prayer.. I was so thankful.. I don't care if i got 76 but the important thing is that i got passed!!! God is so good.. And to that, my faith in Him became stronger..

I promise myself to study hard to get a little higher score.. But it was a funny experience.. I'm happy with my score.. Some were sad about there scores.. I admit that i was kinda nervous because i know it will affect my grade having a score of you-know..